Is blogging a healthy addiction? Answers on the back of a postcard to...
I've been thinking about starting a blog for a while now. I think I actually tried to start one a couple of times, but the technology involved evaded me at the time. I seem to have got my head around it now.
So why now?
Well, in just over 8 months from now I will be returning to Israel - permanently. Gee, I don't think I have ever used the word "permanently" before. This has got to be a first. Generally the word "permanent" is enough to send shivers down my spine. But for some reason, the shivers have been replaced with an idyllic sense of calm and peaceful reassurance. I am going home...
I recently returned from spending 2 1/2 months in Israel for work. One of the many hats that I wear is that I manage educational touring programs to Israel for young Aussies aged between 17 - 26. It was without doubt the hardest bloody job I have ever done. I might be 33 years old, but there was more than one occasion when I rang my mother in Melbourne to have a good cry "Mum I can't do this bloody job. It's too haaaaarrrrrddddd!"
Despite the insanity, I kind of made up my mind that 2006 would be my year to go back. Unless you've been to Israel and dare I risk being tres controversial here - unless you are Jewish and have been to Israel, I don't think I could possibly explain to you the connection to the Land. It's spiritual, it's physical. It's instinctive.
When I am there I can feel the blood circulating in my body. I feel my heart pumping and I think to myself, "this is living. This is how life should be."
And so the countdown begins. 8 months until lift-off. I'll try to write regularly. I'll try really hard not to be artistic and obscure and downright obnoxious. I want this to be real.